summerlove(L)

maybe it just is

So I guess I'm keeping physics.
I went to work last night, made awesome tip haha
AND good money for the club :D

So that's tutor paid this week.
I'm working all weekend this week.
Hopefully I'll get out of work at 5-530 then hw time !!
I'll get some done later after my run with Neil.
I just realised that Thurs & Fri are busy !!
Thurs - Tkd ; little time to do hw
Fri - Work- no time for hw
Sat - tutor smackbang in th emiddle of the day
BETTER CHANGE IT KENNY !!!

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xo;hiuy

7:53 AM

doesn't feel like the first day without you..

Soo did I mention how awesome it is to be back ?
Here are the run down of my teachers

PE - Blaker
English Adv- Lebaso
English Ext - Cree
Maths - Sharp
Chem - Pham
Physics - Saunders + Ganesh

Score right ? :P
Hahaha
I was :S with physics at first but I think with a lot of thinking done and evaluation of pros and cons I am going to keep physics !

School fees, ohmygoodness.
I'm going to be sooooooo poor first few weeks of school :(
Anywaysss overall I'm excited for the year !
Hopefully my hardwork pays off !!
Hope everyone had a great day !!

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xo;hiuy

9:39 PM

Now that you're gone,
It gives me time to think..
To gather myself before you come back,
& Before something beautiful begins..

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xo;hiuy

3:07 PM

I can't give you anymore

Sometimes I don't know what my mum wants.

I pay for everything myself.
Including tutor, school feels, EVERYTHING !

I help around the house, I usually talk back to her so much ,
but since I've come back it's only been twice.

I'm trying to balance this whole work , tutor and prelims thing.
I'm hoping it'll work out and I want it to .

But it seems like she doesn't think I'm trying
Do I ask her for money?
No !

When she tells me to do something do I do it?
Yes !

But no it's not enough.

I feel like even though I haven't talked back to her there's the negative energy building up inside of me that I need to let go, usually through her.

But instead of shouting and screaming I have tears.
I don't know how good that is for me.
I guess I have here to let it all go.

A little music and tennis should clear me up.

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xo;hiuy

9:28 PM

let's just keep it between us

Australia Day, not very Australian.
I did work today while my sisters painted ahhaa.
Watching tennis, Mr Dandi is linesman ! :D
Go Murray !!
Roddick lost :(

Anyways almost school time !!!
Last night I can stay up extremely late :(
Sleeping outside & watching tennis tonight :D

Excited for school !!!
More importantly the second week :P
JOANNE & ENA I HAVEN'T SEEN YOU TWO IN AGES <3>

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xo;hiuy

8:49 PM

we're this close and i'm trying really hard not to miss you

so anyway today went for another run, prob should've have eaten or have soft drink before my run, how silly of me !

Ena's back today had a quick chat to her on the phone :D

I have so much maths to do!!
I should start tomorrow since Elif dogged me :(
I will be staying at home for Australia day.

I guess it's ok.

Anyways yeah .. pretty ordinary day.

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xo;hiuy

10:34 PM

so whenever i stumble let me know

Ohmygoodness, Justin Henin !! :O
That woman is unbelievable !!

Anyway today I had tutor , could not stay awake really.
I hate functions :(
Must do some studying this week!

School on Thursday, I'm excited for some hardcore work :)

Run was good, had a good time :D

Need to get fit otherwise going to die during school and taekwondo !

5 days ; boy i need you back

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xo;hiuy

9:19 PM

boy i need you back

My laptop died on me for a second time :(
So I brought it back to get it changed.
Thankfully there was a new model that just got put out, the ASUS N61J
It was 1800 which I managed to get it to 1500, same price ish :D
Hahha so cool
It's a lot faster and better graphics card :D
I'm working all weekend which means $$ hehhee
But the weather is INSANE !!
Idno how I'm going to survive!
But I went for a run LOL. Crazy ?
Takes me a long time to recover.
But I got a good time
Anyway I'm hoping to earn around 400 this weekend :D
If not 300 haha.
Need to pay sister back 80 D:
Then tutor, school fees.
ETECTC
Anyways still haven't named my laptop..
New video :)
www.youtube.com/hiusan

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xo;hiuy

10:50 AM

I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me

I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spilling out

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xo;hiuy

12:31 PM

The way the wind blows my hair and the sun lights up my face..

Well today I went to the beach.
Now for most of you who know me, that ain't my thing.
But today it was beautiful.
Blue skies, little wind and omgsh the waves.
THEY WERE SOOOO GOOODD!!

Went shopping with Rita & Shirls in the city.
Bought this cute wallet from Dotti but you can;t put too many cards in it ! Doesn't close :(
Also bought this Smiggle Diary so sexy
Just decorated it with my stickers and organised colour coding as well as my post its !
:) I'm excited for the year !

Had a nice chat with special someone before they leave me :(
Come back safe and with a nice tan :)

Well now I'm capped and waiting for the pics to upload.
SO MANY PICS !
& I will get new sunnies on Thursday !
I'm so broke I have under 2000 left.
NEED TO START WORKING
Gottta pay for TKD 55.
And tutor every week is about ..80 ?
Hopefully work will cover that :S
That's like how much I make a night kinda .
Leaves me sorta 20 bucks pocket money which is good :D
Sorta like my parents giving me money yeah ? Hahaha do calculations later.

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xo;hiuy

12:03 AM

if i just breathe, everything will be alright

Tutor is so fun
& It feels good to be back and into the books.
I can honestly say I feel like 2k!0 is going to be a good year.
Less drama, more work and more achievements to be made.

I hope no one gets in the way of that .
Cos all I want is to be ZENNNN
(Mind Body Spirit)

So people, LET ME BE ME

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xo;hiuy

9:50 AM

there are new things we learn and mistakes we may make

over the past few months i have learned an important lesson with love,
that patience is the key.
but i have always learned not to expected too much before any happens
NEVER MAKE ASSUMPTIONS!
(random - did you know that there's no such word as learnt ?)
assumptions only let you down, not once maybe twice , maybe three times !
but once was enough for me :)

so really guys, be patient.
you're young, every step of a crush, or a boyfriend, or a girlfriend teaches you more about the lessons of love.
it makes you stronger, less vulnerable.
it makes you decide where you want your heart to be;
on your sleeve or safe inside..

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xo;hiuy

10:05 AM

cos really, that's all i need to hear.

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xo;hiuy

5:33 PM

happybirthday steph!!
too bad i had to leave early
just when things started to rock on hhahah
i met sooo many people today!
i love filos,theyre so awsome hahah.

met up with annie
ive missedher but omgsh thought she was crying when i was on the phone with her!

anyways had a really fun day :D

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xo;hiuy

11:36 PM

i'm letting it all go.

today i went to the tennis.
damn was it hot !!
but i saw safina play
i love her so muchies !!
i got like the worse tan EVER !!
i dont think ive ever gotten this sort of tan before
it's pretty funky
but the sun really wasnt playing mrs nice today.
but tennis was awesome so yeh
thanks jed & steph :)

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xo;hiuy

12:31 AM

it's time, that's all i know

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xo;hiuy

2:14 AM

Hearts that have been captured by someone else.

I'm probabaly gonna go aquarium with Trent, friend from Balmain.
I haven't seen him in like 2 years !! D:
Anyways there's this chick named Kylie who hangs with them now.
She use to be pretty nasty to me haha.
Hope she's cool if I turn up at one of their outings.
Waiting for Gina to come back so we can do something together
I miss her !! (L)

Sister disappeared before 7am to go fish markets .
WHAT THE EFF

Wants to see Annie on Thursday before going to a birthday partay
& Wanted to hang with Sophie this week but might wait till next week . :(
I miss herrr

ENA COME BACK QUICK !! :(
I miss your name on my msn list 24/7

Jo. You so need to go out more.
I NEVER SEE YOU IN THE HOLIDAYS ~~

I miss you friendlings <3

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xo;hiuy

12:56 PM

I'm an independent person.
I've always been fine without a boyfriend,
And I've never felt the need to have one .

But then it doesn't mean you can't like someone.
Liking someone doesn't mean you have to go out with them..

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xo;hiuy

9:24 PM

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xo;hiuy

7:27 PM

i miss everything.

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xo;hiuy

1:47 PM

well this is a new laptop and it's pretty cool haha
first one in the house
but it means i have to work again to earn some cash back especially since i need money for tutor !!
dont know how i'll manage but with lots of hard work and all i'm sure i'll be fine :)

anyways i miss ena :( come back quick
i want school.
i need to get motivated and get into a routine again. !

hiuy's feelings confused and i dont know.
just confused.
miscommunication is baddddd.

and i'll leave you with tht
OH BTW
CHECK OUT MY NEW VID @
www.youtube.com/hiusan

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xo;hiuy

10:25 PM

Past few months I've kept a lock on my heart,
Keeping the key safe and sound with me.
But I think now's the time to let it out,
And put my heart on my sleeve.

Boy you make my head go round,
My heart tangled up in knots.
I can tell you I'm just an ordinary girl,
Finding her way in this cruel nasty world.

Rumours, they can tear you apart,
Keep you from what's in your heart.
But there's no way I'm giving mine up,
Cos if I've got you that's more than enough.

A few words that have been left unsaid,
I'm waiting for you to make that move.
But it's been a few months now,
I'm keeping my cool hoping not to be a fool.

Bot I know that this is real,
And maybe that's also how you feel.
There's just a few last words,
And I just haven't told you because..

Rumours, they can tear you apart,
Keep you from what's in your heart.
But there's no way I'm giving mine up,
Cos if I've got you that's more than enough.

who cares what they say ?

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xo;hiuy

9:14 PM

and everytime you shine , i'll shine for you.

Ha-hap-happ-HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!

2010 ;

A year of forgiveness, love, laughs and beauty etcetc.
A YEAR WITHOUT MEANNESSSSSSSSSSSS
So if you're feeling bitchy turn the other cheek !!!

Anyways.
2010.
Prelims.
EWWWWWW.
Study. :S
Tutor :(
Brokeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?

I'm excitedddddddddddddddddd.
Can't wait for school.
Ena - I feel the nerdiness channelling !!
Anywho..
I LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING YOU ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:)

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xo;hiuy

7:32 PM