I can't give you anymore
Sometimes I don't know what my mum wants.
Including tutor, school feels, EVERYTHING !
I help around the house, I usually talk back to her so much ,
but since I've come back it's only been twice.
I'm trying to balance this whole work , tutor and prelims thing.
I'm hoping it'll work out and I want it to .
But it seems like she doesn't think I'm trying
Do I ask her for money?
No !
When she tells me to do something do I do it?
Yes !
But no it's not enough.
I feel like even though I haven't talked back to her there's the negative energy building up inside of me that I need to let go, usually through her.
But instead of shouting and screaming I have tears.
I don't know how good that is for me.
I guess I have here to let it all go.
A little music and tennis should clear me up. 2 comments
xo;hiuy
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