summerlove♥

2010-06-10T20:04:00.002+10:00

i never thought we'd get to this

because no one ever blogs anymore. but i'm going to start again.

let's describe this instantaneous point in life.

i'm sixteen. i'm on crutches. i'm single. i'm lost.

why ? i do not know. maybe i've hit a wall. maybe i've hit a dead end.

maybe i've come to a stop.

VALENTINE

2010-03-12T19:18:00.003+11:00

be mine

wow it's been so long since i've blogged !!
Not much to catch uppp
Things with the friendboy are going awesome (:
I lurve myfriends
ZONE SPORTS ARE AWESOME HAHA
:)
But not when you have to decided between things..
I'm still unsure, need to have a think bout it this weekend...

School is a betch as usual.
But things are keeping me going ;)

Anywho
CHECK OUT MY YOUTUBE

www.youtube.com/hiusan !

BABY (L)

2010-02-27T09:34:00.002+11:00

I know you care..

I'm not going to be the jealous type.
Haha, there are some cases where you just can't help it.
But Hiuy, you are not going to let your feelings get in the way of being reasonable :)

However, once something is finished, it's over.
It's done.
FOR GOOD.
Just let it go.

I don't know if I've ever felt so sick.
Please, just stay out of my life.

COS YOU KNOW ME LIKE THE BACK OF MY HAND

2010-02-21T23:31:00.001+11:00

Your view on yourself:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are intelligent
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Honest
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Sweet
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are friendly to everybody
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Don't like conflict
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Because you're so cheerful
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Fun people are naturally attracted to you
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Like to talk to you
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You like serious
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Smart
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Determined people
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You don't judge a book by its cover
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : So good-looking people aren't necessarily your style
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship
The seriousness of your love:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You like to flirt
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Behave seductively
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : The opposite sex finds this very attractive
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : That's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You listen to your own instincts
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Tend to follow your heart
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : So you will probably end up with an unusual job
The right job for you:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You're a practical person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Will choose a secure job with a steady income
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Knowing what you like to do is important
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Find a regular job doing just that
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You'll be set for life
How do you view success:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are afraid of failure
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous
What are you most afraid of:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Independence is important to you

PERFUCKTION.

2010-02-21T23:14:00.003+11:00

cos you're a little boy tryna get through life.

You're such a freaking hypocrite.
You make up fucking bullshits and lies about people just so you can be all 'cooooool'
Well, news flash hun,
It's not.

And that little vehicle of yours should be driven off a cliff.
Everyone bitches about you because you they know what goes on in that thick head of yours.

But you think you're really popular don't you?
And you think your friends love you.
Ha.
What a joke.

You're a fucking joke.

THE OTHER SIDE OF THE DOOR

2010-02-21T21:39:00.002+11:00

wait here in the pouring rain and you come back for more.

i'm starting to feel the pressure of year 11 and work and balancing everything
i hope everything will turn out ok
im most worried bout english and maths cos i have to skip tutor for both subjects for work
this is not cool.
:(:(

VALENTINE'S DAY

2010-02-14T15:48:00.001+11:00

cos you're mine and i'm yours

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY AND CHINESE NEW YEAR MY LOVELIES.
Happy Valentine's Day babe <3

Work was beautiful today.
It was pretty quiet but everyone was so lovely and it was just awesome !

Now to do work !!

(L)

IF YOU REALLY WANT ME

2010-02-13T13:18:00.001+11:00

then give me some time

swimming carnival was HOT
spend most of the day with ze boy (L)
congrats on your races :)

i was so tireddd
the sun took all my energy away :(
almost fell asleep at work x)

well it is chinese new year eve and valentines day eve haha
i think i'm working tomorrow
will be a HECTIC day !
celebrating people's lovee whoo ;)

I have this research task for chem but I have no idea what the hell I'm suppose to do xD
Shall finish this and I'll be more relaxed.

Weathers been a bitch !!

Anyways have good weekend my lovelies.

MOMENTS

2010-02-10T16:40:00.002+11:00

when i see noone but you (L)

physics :(
physics :(
peer support :)
friendboy :)
friends :)
sport :)
weather :)
tired :(

formspring.me

2010-02-07T21:55:00.001+11:00

enlighten me, i'll try my best to answer honestly :)

FORMSPRING ME :)

2010-02-07T19:24:00.001+11:00

http://www.formspring.me/xohiuy

421(L)

2010-02-06T15:38:00.003+11:00

when i liked you i was scared that i'd never have you.
but now i have you i'm just as scared that i'll lose you

rain is a bitch , but it was ok yesterday
WHITE SHIRTS ARE A BITCH :(
thanks hubz for the umbrella xD
i miss my guitar.
it's been too long :(
taylor swift concert tonighttt

so much homework , havent started surfing stuff , just remembered
work on it later haha, having a break from chem, maths and eng work all day.

life is really busy right now.
but with you it makes it all okay :)

DOLPHINS .

2010-02-04T16:31:00.003+11:00

you've got me

rainy days.
haha, a total 'change of perspective' on them today

you know how there are moments where you stare out the window and yu just ..
keep staring...
no thoughts, just keep staring..

i'm happy,
i really am.
:)

SUMMER LOVE

2010-02-04T00:26:00.001+11:00

start of something beautiful

I'M THINKING

2010-02-02T21:18:00.000+11:00

I really like you (:

Anyways I have been working a lot and doing my work.
Started chem tutor, not too bad.
I have been productive and fit.

They made us stay at school today,
wanted to go home :(

BASKETBALL YAY SO EXCITED <3

Anyways yes down-low,
I've been doing a lot of work etc. so it's all good :)

Love you guys.

I'M THINKING TWO IS BETTER THAN ONE

2010-01-30T07:53:00.003+11:00

maybe it just is

So I guess I'm keeping physics.
I went to work last night, made awesome tip haha
AND good money for the club :D

So that's tutor paid this week.
I'm working all weekend this week.
Hopefully I'll get out of work at 5-530 then hw time !!
I'll get some done later after my run with Neil.
I just realised that Thurs & Fri are busy !!
Thurs - Tkd ; little time to do hw
Fri - Work- no time for hw
Sat - tutor smackbang in th emiddle of the day
BETTER CHANGE IT KENNY !!!

ALMOST HERE

2010-01-28T21:39:00.002+11:00

doesn't feel like the first day without you..

Soo did I mention how awesome it is to be back ?
Here are the run down of my teachers

PE - Blaker
English Adv- Lebaso
English Ext - Cree
Maths - Sharp
Chem - Pham
Physics - Saunders + Ganesh

Score right ? :P
Hahaha
I was :S with physics at first but I think with a lot of thinking done and evaluation of pros and cons I am going to keep physics !

School fees, ohmygoodness.
I'm going to be sooooooo poor first few weeks of school :(
Anywaysss overall I'm excited for the year !
Hopefully my hardwork pays off !!
Hope everyone had a great day !!

SPIN ME AROUND

2010-01-27T15:07:00.001+11:00

Now that you're gone,
It gives me time to think..
To gather myself before you come back,
& Before something beautiful begins..

LET IT GO

2010-01-26T21:28:00.005+11:00

I can't give you anymore

Sometimes I don't know what my mum wants.

I pay for everything myself.
Including tutor, school feels, EVERYTHING !

I help around the house, I usually talk back to her so much ,
but since I've come back it's only been twice.

I'm trying to balance this whole work , tutor and prelims thing.
I'm hoping it'll work out and I want it to .

But it seems like she doesn't think I'm trying
Do I ask her for money?
No !

When she tells me to do something do I do it?
Yes !

But no it's not enough.

I feel like even though I haven't talked back to her there's the negative energy building up inside of me that I need to let go, usually through her.

But instead of shouting and screaming I have tears.
I don't know how good that is for me.
I guess I have here to let it all go.

A little music and tennis should clear me up.

I MISS YOUR BROWN EYES

2010-01-26T20:49:00.003+11:00

let's just keep it between us

Australia Day, not very Australian.
I did work today while my sisters painted ahhaa.
Watching tennis, Mr Dandi is linesman ! :D
Go Murray !!
Roddick lost :(

Anyways almost school time !!!
Last night I can stay up extremely late :(
Sleeping outside & watching tennis tonight :D

Excited for school !!!
More importantly the second week :P
JOANNE & ENA I HAVEN'T SEEN YOU TWO IN AGES <3>

YOU & I

2010-01-25T22:34:00.002+11:00

we're this close and i'm trying really hard not to miss you

so anyway today went for another run, prob should've have eaten or have soft drink before my run, how silly of me !

Ena's back today had a quick chat to her on the phone :D

I have so much maths to do!!
I should start tomorrow since Elif dogged me :(
I will be staying at home for Australia day.

I guess it's ok.

Anyways yeah .. pretty ordinary day.

ART OF LOVE

2010-01-24T21:19:00.002+11:00

so whenever i stumble let me know

Ohmygoodness, Justin Henin !! :O
That woman is unbelievable !!

Anyway today I had tutor , could not stay awake really.
I hate functions :(
Must do some studying this week!

School on Thursday, I'm excited for some hardcore work :)

Run was good, had a good time :D

Need to get fit otherwise going to die during school and taekwondo !

5 days ; boy i need you back

ANOTHER HEART ATTACK

2010-01-23T10:50:00.005+11:00

boy i need you back

My laptop died on me for a second time :(
So I brought it back to get it changed.
Thankfully there was a new model that just got put out, the ASUS N61J
It was 1800 which I managed to get it to 1500, same price ish :D
Hahha so cool
It's a lot faster and better graphics card :D
I'm working all weekend which means $$ hehhee
But the weather is INSANE !!
Idno how I'm going to survive!
But I went for a run LOL. Crazy ?
Takes me a long time to recover.
But I got a good time
Anyway I'm hoping to earn around 400 this weekend :D
If not 300 haha.
Need to pay sister back 80 D:
Then tutor, school fees.
ETECTC
Anyways still haven't named my laptop..
New video :)
www.youtube.com/hiusan

COLBIE CAILLAT

2010-01-20T12:31:00.003+11:00

I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me

I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spilling out

CARDS ON THE TABLE

2010-01-20T00:03:00.002+11:00

The way the wind blows my hair and the sun lights up my face..

Well today I went to the beach.
Now for most of you who know me, that ain't my thing.
But today it was beautiful.
Blue skies, little wind and omgsh the waves.
THEY WERE SOOOO GOOODD!!

Went shopping with Rita & Shirls in the city.
Bought this cute wallet from Dotti but you can;t put too many cards in it ! Doesn't close :(
Also bought this Smiggle Diary so sexy
Just decorated it with my stickers and organised colour coding as well as my post its !
:) I'm excited for the year !

Had a nice chat with special someone before they leave me :(
Come back safe and with a nice tan :)

Well now I'm capped and waiting for the pics to upload.
SO MANY PICS !
& I will get new sunnies on Thursday !
I'm so broke I have under 2000 left.
NEED TO START WORKING
Gottta pay for TKD 55.
And tutor every week is about ..80 ?
Hopefully work will cover that :S
That's like how much I make a night kinda .
Leaves me sorta 20 bucks pocket money which is good :D
Sorta like my parents giving me money yeah ? Hahaha do calculations later.

WITHOUT YOU

2010-01-18T09:50:00.003+11:00

if i just breathe, everything will be alright

Tutor is so fun
& It feels good to be back and into the books.
I can honestly say I feel like 2k!0 is going to be a good year.
Less drama, more work and more achievements to be made.

I hope no one gets in the way of that .
Cos all I want is to be ZENNNN
(Mind Body Spirit)

So people, LET ME BE ME

EVERYDAY

2010-01-16T10:05:00.003+11:00

there are new things we learn and mistakes we may make

over the past few months i have learned an important lesson with love,
that patience is the key.
but i have always learned not to expected too much before any happens
NEVER MAKE ASSUMPTIONS!
(random - did you know that there's no such word as learnt ?)
assumptions only let you down, not once maybe twice , maybe three times !
but once was enough for me :)

so really guys, be patient.
you're young, every step of a crush, or a boyfriend, or a girlfriend teaches you more about the lessons of love.
it makes you stronger, less vulnerable.
it makes you decide where you want your heart to be;
on your sleeve or safe inside..

PATIENCE

2010-01-15T17:33:00.002+11:00

cos really, that's all i need to hear.

SUMMER :)

2010-01-14T23:36:00.002+11:00

happybirthday steph!!
too bad i had to leave early
just when things started to rock on hhahah
i met sooo many people today!
i love filos,theyre so awsome hahah.

met up with annie
ive missedher but omgsh thought she was crying when i was on the phone with her!

anyways had a really fun day :D

TONIGHT

2010-01-13T00:31:00.002+11:00

i'm letting it all go.

today i went to the tennis.
damn was it hot !!
but i saw safina play
i love her so muchies !!
i got like the worse tan EVER !!
i dont think ive ever gotten this sort of tan before
it's pretty funky
but the sun really wasnt playing mrs nice today.
but tennis was awesome so yeh
thanks jed & steph :)

ICAN'TFAKEITANYMORE

2010-01-12T02:14:00.000+11:00

it's time, that's all i know

Got a rep' for breaking hearts.

2010-01-11T12:56:00.003+11:00

Hearts that have been captured by someone else.

I'm probabaly gonna go aquarium with Trent, friend from Balmain.
I haven't seen him in like 2 years !! D:
Anyways there's this chick named Kylie who hangs with them now.
She use to be pretty nasty to me haha.
Hope she's cool if I turn up at one of their outings.
Waiting for Gina to come back so we can do something together
I miss her !! (L)

Sister disappeared before 7am to go fish markets .
WHAT THE EFF

Wants to see Annie on Thursday before going to a birthday partay
& Wanted to hang with Sophie this week but might wait till next week . :(
I miss herrr

ENA COME BACK QUICK !! :(
I miss your name on my msn list 24/7

Jo. You so need to go out more.
I NEVER SEE YOU IN THE HOLIDAYS ~~

I miss you friendlings <3

mutualness

2010-01-10T21:24:00.002+11:00

I'm an independent person.
I've always been fine without a boyfriend,
And I've never felt the need to have one .

But then it doesn't mean you can't like someone.
Liking someone doesn't mean you have to go out with them..

from the heart

2010-01-10T19:27:00.000+11:00

reminisince

2010-01-10T13:47:00.000+11:00

i miss everything.

oranges

2010-01-09T22:25:00.002+11:00

well this is a new laptop and it's pretty cool haha
first one in the house
but it means i have to work again to earn some cash back especially since i need money for tutor !!
dont know how i'll manage but with lots of hard work and all i'm sure i'll be fine :)

anyways i miss ena :( come back quick
i want school.
i need to get motivated and get into a routine again. !

hiuy's feelings confused and i dont know.
just confused.
miscommunication is baddddd.

and i'll leave you with tht
OH BTW
CHECK OUT MY NEW VID @
www.youtube.com/hiusan

my heart on paper

2010-01-08T21:14:00.000+11:00

Past few months I've kept a lock on my heart,
Keeping the key safe and sound with me.
But I think now's the time to let it out,
And put my heart on my sleeve.

Boy you make my head go round,
My heart tangled up in knots.
I can tell you I'm just an ordinary girl,
Finding her way in this cruel nasty world.

Rumours, they can tear you apart,
Keep you from what's in your heart.
But there's no way I'm giving mine up,
Cos if I've got you that's more than enough.

A few words that have been left unsaid,
I'm waiting for you to make that move.
But it's been a few months now,
I'm keeping my cool hoping not to be a fool.

Bot I know that this is real,
And maybe that's also how you feel.
There's just a few last words,
And I just haven't told you because..

Rumours, they can tear you apart,
Keep you from what's in your heart.
But there's no way I'm giving mine up,
Cos if I've got you that's more than enough.

who cares what they say ?

jump then fall.

2010-01-01T19:32:00.002+11:00

and everytime you shine , i'll shine for you.

Ha-hap-happ-HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!

2010 ;

A year of forgiveness, love, laughs and beauty etcetc.
A YEAR WITHOUT MEANNESSSSSSSSSSSS
So if you're feeling bitchy turn the other cheek !!!

Anyways.
2010.
Prelims.
EWWWWWW.
Study. :S
Tutor :(
Brokeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?

I'm excitedddddddddddddddddd.
Can't wait for school.
Ena - I feel the nerdiness channelling !!
Anywho..
I LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING YOU ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:)

Mmmm Whatcha Say

2009-12-19T18:27:00.001+11:00

greetings from the 'Nam my friendssssss
i really am starting to get homesick
never thought that would happen !!
but ill be back on the 29th !!!
see you all soon
have a great christmas
xo;hiuy(L)

summerloveeee

2009-12-19T18:09:00.001+11:00

around the corner and i miss you sooooo.

只对你有感觉 (L)

Nanana Everyday

2009-11-24T16:03:00.002+11:00

I hate how when you crush/like someone, everything they say or do might mean something more to you.
I have to remind myself that you're just way in over your head Hiuy !
Take a step back and chillax.

I'm leaving in less than 2 days...
I will miss everyone and everything while I'm gone !!
I must get hugs from everyone tomorrow thank you very much :D
Especially frommmmmmmmmm (insert name hereee)

Party Baby.

2009-11-22T14:13:00.004+11:00

Wow.
My party was amazing.
It would not have been possible without each and everyone one of you ;
Hiuy, Sophie, Annie, Ena, Kitty, Crystal, Rita, Karen, Cecilia, Shirley, Lakhena, Anita, Matt, Stanley, Tim, Van, Filip, Tony N, Thien, Eric, Tony C, Ben T, Aydin,Stephen R and Samson.
I hope you had a wonderful time because I sure did.
Thank you for sharing this day with me.
You know how much I appreciate it,
And here's to more parties to come.

Love much ,

Hiuy.

how damn deep.

2009-11-17T17:59:00.003+11:00

I hate the feeling that I don't know where you are
What you're feeling
What you're thinking.
I don't want to feel like this.
Although I'm trying to let go, you're making it impossible for me.

Sometimes you feel like you're on top of the world.
Other days you feel like you're at the bottom of the ocean.
I think that you just need to keep on keepin' on.

I'm a girl who isn't complicated
I may have a million thoughts going through my mind.
But I'm hoping that the ONE person can change that.
I have forgotten the feeling of someone who feels the same way.
The feeling of knowing.

Tough love ..

yli

2009-11-09T17:28:00.001+11:00

i don't want to feel the way i do about you.
i think boy , you're wait outta my leauge.
but for some reason you make me smile
you make me laugh.

even when im not with you
or when i dont talk to you
the thought of you and what you say to me
it makes me smile and i love that.

but i dont want to love you.

dance

2009-11-08T18:08:00.002+11:00

Well I can't seem to find my NYR 2009 but then again I don't think I had any.
While I'm overseas I'll will keep notes of any NYR I may seem to want to add.
Since Ena has started hers already :)
But it's just too early for me.
Who knows what can happen tomorrow that will change my perspective on the world?
Hmm ?

something i should have known

2009-11-08T13:08:00.002+11:00

well it's a little under two weeks before my special party.
at this point im pretty sure everyone will come to the restaurant
but for some the house part might be a little late :S
im very excited !!!
i have my out out fit ready. the girls can help me get ready in the morning when they come over (L)
i think its going to be a lot of fun.
im excited for wednesday
cos it's all over !!!!
we're going on on wednesday so that should be fun !!
i need to buy presents
i might spend next sunday doing so.
who would like to join me ? :)
im wondering how much i should save up for my party.
i will do all the calculations on saturday after i get everything sorted
so people please dont be late for the rsvp !! :)

Love

2009-11-05T16:29:00.001+11:00

My birthday was a blast.
Now for the party !! :D
And SC. a
*dramatic music*
Hahah thank you everyone for the birthday hugs and wishes .
You made my day really !
And for those who didn't.
That's okay :)
An importatnt lesson I learnt yesterday ..
Don't worry about those that give you shit cos it's the ones who care about you most that matter.
Anyways. :)
Study hardcore now !!
Prob might skip TKD tonight.
<3 Hiuy

tryin' not to tell you

2009-11-02T22:19:00.002+11:00

i don't know . maybe i'm falling for you.
maybe it's just a phase but i don't know.

school has been hot.
work has been good but hot
SC next week.
ahhh so what!?
at the moment life is pretty 'monotonous'
no ups and downs like heart beat thingo
just a flat line...
yes like a dead person.
feeling empty and nothing at all.

fifteen and invincible

2009-10-25T08:44:00.002+11:00

well exam results have been pleasing :)
we voted for vice house captains and src the other day
results should be on monday
we'll see hey ?

ive written my birthday invitations and everything
im so excited !!!! :)
hopefully everyone will come and have a good day
but i think it's a little bit pricey for people :S
i don't know.

french crew bought me this awesome bag from new caledonia !!!
<3

this morning my family is going yum cha with cousins
but i have work :'(

OOMG THEYRE GOING CITY AS WELL FML :'(

so sad. dammit.
i have maths hw
lots of it T_T
and gotta read tkamb
anyways toodles !

fearless I LOVE YOU TAYLOR SWIFT

2009-10-15T16:58:00.002+11:00

ohmygod
today i spent 4hours waiting to buy a taylor swift ticket .
althought im going by myself its okay
because I GOT THE DAMN TICKET !!
you see
i didnt even know she was having a concert
i dont watch tv anymore
and like lucia told me THANK GOD I LOVE YOU GIRL.
and so iwent online and there were no more mosh tickets
first elevation single seating left
and i held the ticket for agse
cos it only holds for 8 minutes but you gotta refresh
nd my sister had no more money in her account
so i waited for 4 hours for her to come home
and i finally got the ticket
IM SO HAPPY !!
thanks sophie for lsitening to my anxiety moments :P
and my lovely sister (whos turning 19 tomrrw) for buying it !!!
IM SO HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY <3

we'll do it together

2009-10-14T23:22:00.002+11:00

we couldn't change it if we tried..

you know how sometimes you're at a point in your life where you think like everyone is your enemy ?
i'm not being dramatic i'm really not. because i think that many people have felt like this before and it's not a good feeling is it ?
but anyway. the point is...
yeah i dont know.
this is my blog.
and i feel liek saying whatever.

i hardly think it's okay

2009-10-13T21:37:00.001+11:00

you know how sometimes you feel liek you just don't know anymore ?
right now i feel like that.
like i don't know anymore.
and i hate this feeling.
i miss you
i miss the better days.

don't stop believing

2009-10-13T16:59:00.000+11:00

so i have been busy going out and working.
so i havent been blogging.
i havent been sleeping enough hours :(
at the moment im on dsi.
my cousins slept over again and we went to cab and stuff.
I BOUGHT SOPHS PRESSIES <3
lol catching up on glee atm its awesome haha so goofy

HBD JENNY!!!!

oktoberfest

2009-10-06T23:34:00.002+11:00

WAS FUCKING AWESOME LOL !!
it was so tiring but i met so many awesome people.
theyre all like 35 or something and they act like theyre 16 ahahahah !!
RIFAT+TJ+BARRY+SEBASTIAN :)
my new friendlings
ahahahaha sebastian had an ultra pretty fiance !!
and there was a cute guy working with me first day then he never came back :(
it was heaps gooodd . good laughs and jokes and teasing ahahahah .
i look forward to next year. im gonna miss em like crazy !!
anwayys im so tired but yeh hahaha.
i hope everyone had a good weekend and have a good holiday

quote: the guys you want you can never have and the guys that want you you never want.

he was wrapped around her little finger

2009-10-02T22:44:00.001+10:00

MY FAV NEW SINGER CARRIE UNDERWOOD <3

social networking friends forever.

2009-10-02T18:24:00.006+10:00

this blog is dedicated to all of year 12 and some special friends of mine.

Sefton o9, you guys are awesome, like they all said today it's not the end but the beginning of something beautiful . enjoy the rest of your lives. strive for succes and dont forget us !
it was an honour to be stnading on stage delivering the speech and i hope you all enjoyed it.
now to a special few of you since we didn't have a chance to say goodbye properly *tear* :

Jdo ;
you are my sport supastar. you are my rock. i can talk to you about anything and even though we may argue and have our differences that's just apart of our friendship. i don't remember ever having and argument with you where we have stopped talking for a period of time. maybe when we were 'pretending' to not like each other :P remember that? haha. i could go on and on but you have been there with me from the start, from 2008 open girls basketball till today and many years to come. people would refer to me as mini you and i would not be ashamed of that cos you are awesome. i have watched you grow from a girl who always depended on others to a woman who has become more independent. i love you for who you are. even though you may be a bit much you are my sport buddy, my big sister. <3

Vudoo;
oh the times we've had hahaha. you are the most funny, hormonal guy i have ever met. you have heard me cry. heard me complain out of my wits and i love you for that ! thank you for being there for me when everyone wasnt. thank you for the awesome basketball games and shooting sessions! you have allowed me to become the awesome PG i am today :P but its not all about the basketball. it's bout the friendship we've have. or the 'relationship' we had. remember that day when i found out what you thought i knew. hahaha ! well i did think you were a bit creepy but we got past that, and im glad. i hope to read more of your adventures and we'll catch up soon. and by the way. STOP PLAYING COD !!! and buy me a nice pair of shoes for my birthday :) love muchlies, your awesome bball friend KG :P

Vio;
vio vio vio, it is hard to not cry knowing you have graduated. you have made such an achievement. as much as you hate school i know how much you love all your friends and how well you treat them . you would do anything and go anywhere for them. you are the definition of a true friend. altho you might not be so good in the more than frriends department thats fine with me cos you're jsut fine the way you are. if you werent , you wouldnt be vio. and i would have never met such a caring and beautiful person. (im tlking bout on the inside btw) you have definetely been there for me. you dont take shit from others but i know how much you love to listen to me complain bout the shit things going on my life. you put me back in my seat when im out of line and youre not afraid to do that. congratulations on graduating. be proud of yourself. and i look forward to haning out :) (L) Hiuy.

Moooooo;
our final days realised that we would miss each other and the crazy basketball times we've had.even though we were really good friends, closing in to the end of term 3 made us realsie that we possibly would never see each other again. i will miss you lots and lots and lots !!!!! keep working hard. just dont hack into my computer anytime soon :D (L) Bacon.

Soco;
you math nerd. my sour dreams buddy. you are honestly the nicest person i could ever meet. you are always happy and smiling and the cutest cos of your blonde moments !!! it's okay steph, we still love you as much ! i will come visit but you will too busy with vhudgens to see me :( . you're talented, smart and crazy bball player and so much more. never forget that. tthankyou for helping me with my maths and letting me crash at your place , especially early in the morning. congratulations on finishing year 12. your hsc is just around the corner. split the time between vhudgens , friends and studying. dont ever forget me and ill see you soon !! <3

Saleh;
big mannnnnnn !!. you liek to pay me out but thats who you are and thats okay. i forgive you :P. thank you for the laughs and the wonderful airballs. wish i could record every moment and put them in a montage. but thats too bad. your brother is so cute !! it is sad that i had exams last week of your school years but we said our goodbyes today. and hopefully ill see you around the corner. keep at it , work hard and you'll get the rewards !! <3

Bballers;
im sorry i couldnt write a section for each and one of you . there would be too much to say. as much as you may have sometimes pissed me off a bit with your mucking around ill miss it a lot. i'll miss Alex calling me hsc and the tall lanky jumps that Saheb + Mahmoud (sorry for mispelt) always do :P . Ahmed i'll miss your bear hugs !!! lester , the way you are able to shoot over the massive guys . you show size dont matter. and ill miss your awesome singing in the Soco house. don't stop believing (sings glee songs) and be the person you want the world to see you as.

you're all unforgettable, like i said in my speech . you guys are talented and beautiful and your own way. you have left a mark in my heart and i'll never forget all of you.
good luck and best wishes seftono9

love much hiuy

first day

2009-10-02T18:20:00.003+10:00

so it's been a week since ive blogged.
since then i have had exams.
i got science back 60/100.
im satisfied considering how everyone else went !!
im hoping thers some marks in there but yeh !
everything was good i love the english exam!!
i hope i ace pe !!
and 90 for pass but mulitple choice and true and false was hard T_T
besides that iwent to parra and spent 130. gg yeh
bought cds and sisters present.
the bag was pretty
& omgsh !! everytime i go ct beach theres nevre any school bags
and then
i go back and theres a freaking stack !!!
T_T
anwyays yes so tht was my four days worth of exams
computer was so easy lol 5 min finish haha.
:)

quote of the week : you are who you are but never become someone you're not.

i'm here

2009-09-25T23:37:00.003+10:00

so today was teachers vs students volleyball.
and yes teachers lost.
you heard me.
haha.
mr o was prediciting the loss anyway.
anwayys today i did some sport studies and maths.
i have to do my geo and history essays soon :S
idno bout the exams. im a bit worried lol..
at least theyre on monday !!
eugh french
hope soljic doesnt bite my head off lol !
anywho. tomorrow is gonna be a busy but quiet day with eveyrone outta the house !! <3

quote of the day: cos at night is when i want you most

begin again

2009-09-25T16:36:00.002+10:00

See, I look for you in the morning
It's that where my mind always goes
And I can't wait to get to the evening
'cause that's when I want you the most

fuck bro.

2009-09-24T22:27:00.003+10:00

i miss miss miss miss (insertnamehere) :P

i did sport studies and science
4 hour is a lot of work
im confident with my sport studies
obviously a few iffy piffys here and there but hey no ones perfect
science i finsihed year 9s stufff
tomorrow i forget whats on the agenda.
but more studying yo!

anyways :) peaceouttss
last normal day of school before exams :S

quote of the day : LET'S SWIM WITH PENGUINS !!

hmm

2009-09-23T23:25:00.000+10:00

mood: thoughtful

quote of the day: we're all gonna die !

white lies

2009-09-22T22:38:00.003+10:00

so today i wrote this song, called white lies, let me know what you think (L)

White Lies
(c) Hiu Gwan San 2009

Baby tell me why
You’re the absolute one for me
I’m standing here want to hear
Cos I don’t want to be fooled again

Baby tell me why
You think you’re one of a kind
I may seem like the girl next door
But I’m not falling for it again

You think I’m stupid
I’m crazy but I’m not that girl
Then you turn around
Telling me you’re my only girl
What lies, I can’t deny
That you’re deluded and insane
It’s too late it’s too late
You’re lies won’t become the truth

Apologies are overrated
Especially coming from you
I’m sick and tired of your hearing those words
I’m sorry, I’m sorry

Just shut up I’m so over it
You’re so blind you can’t even see
How much i want you to leave
Just get out, just get out

You think I’m stupid
I’m crazy but I’m not that girl
Then you turn around
Telling me you’re my only girl
What lies, I can’t deny
That you’re deluded and insane
It’s too late it’s too late
You’re lies won’t become the truth

So now it’s my turn
Yeah Hun, the tables have turned
I’m standing here with you over there
Not letting you fool me again

You think I’m stupid
I’m crazy but I’m not that girl
Then you turn around
Telling me you’re my only girl
What lies, I can’t deny
That you’re deluded and insane
It’s too late it’s too late
You’re lies won’t become the truth

It’s too late
It’s too late
I’m telling you
We’re so damn through

mini me

2009-09-22T22:31:00.002+10:00

hiii peopleee
i have been studying well :)
howeever the studyingg made me write a new song.
will post separately.
i am hoping to post a video in the holidays
ummmss sport was stupid today
went to PP and no one was there ==
great 40 min bus ride.
all hot and yucky !!
wished we stayed at school and watched guys play :(
anyways . yeshhhhh
i hope exams go well
i have studied well so i just have to apply it !! :D
more revision questions needed !!!

quote of the day: tonight i could fall to soon for you

Nigel Mcloner

2009-09-20T20:18:00.002+10:00

studying is so overrated man .
today i didn't do much
i fixed up my history and geo notes as irealised how much shit iwas missing
then i ate and watched hes not that into you. shit movie.
want to watch friday 13th but too scary
anyways today was a pretty wasteful day...
should do some maths after or something :S
i have a headache from oversleeping man.
(L)

quote: your hots for what's in the box with the dots

it's over this time.

2009-09-20T09:33:00.002+10:00

yesterday i had a busy day
studied, tutor, then went to alicias
it was really fun and seeing everyone again !!
piccas up soon.
anwyays this week im gonna be studying
and kathys coming over later.
so should be productive.
anyways yeah i had a busy day so i couldnt blog,

quote of the day : nothing's real till it's gone.

somebody to care.

2009-09-18T00:06:00.004+10:00

so my unknown sickness is not getting any better.
sigh..
idno how im gonna survive tomrrow.
just another day ?
its 25 so it will be better
i ewnt shopping today yes i know shopping. LOL
it was actually fun.
and bought stuffs.
show you in a pic later.
tonight i finished sport studies.
have been lazy on maths
will do it tomrrow :)
everyones gonna be talking bout glee tomrrow
ooldd news
thanks peter for all the movies
excited to watch.!!
in alphabetical order, i knwo im lame liek that.
excursion was too hot but okay.
im gonna go watch a movie now.
cant wait for sat night and heres the pic.

quote of the day: love isn't love, till you give it all away.

tonight

2009-09-17T00:07:00.002+10:00

so i'm getting mroe sick by the minute :(
water waterr
but yeh i hope it heals soon.
cos I CANT SING FORGODDAMNSAKE==
year 11 still got exams
i miss seeing all my year 11 buddies !!
but good luckies :)
geo excursion tomrrow
30 degrees awesomee
but i might be too sick to enjoy it.
i did sport studies notes today :D so proud !
little maths. too sick . sorry van.

qutoe of the day: what's mine is yours.

thunder

2009-09-15T22:45:00.002+10:00

so today, pass was absolute killer,but sport was fun
we had no team and a sub so we just played a game
a few of the guys jumped on as well.
bludged for last 30min with a few of our girls in the goals while the guys shot.
i could never do that.
they did a good job haha.

home, i finisehd science, started on PE typing and finished it.
so got two things done.
havent done geo hw.. but yeah whatever.
tomrrow ill start on pass.
but im not gonna do any maths tonight im too tired.
so after my tea im going to sleep.

quote of the day: i wanna plant a bomb on maths (LOL)

overload.

2009-09-15T00:01:00.001+10:00

damn i did so much work tonight !

science, then pe then maths then some more maths,
omgsh !
tomrrow gotta do somemore !!
such a nerd mans...
anyways i have sport tomrrrowww so im excited !! time for bed.

quote of the day : i use to be love drunk, but now i'm hungover, love you forever.

he's got a girlfriend now.

2009-09-14T17:02:00.003+10:00

i forgot the quote for yesterday, so here it is.

quote of 13th September 2009 : intelligence can only do so much

anyways continuing, my day was okay,Van gave me his math's stuff so kudos to him but i'm feeling like crap.
extremely sick and i wanna sleep !!
i don't think i'm going to go tkd this month.
i only have about over a page to go for science.
i started about 4pm so yeah. an hour.
that will go into the ethical issues etc involved.
sport tomrrow yay.
hopefully i feel better.
now i'm going to spend a bit of time on p.e

400

2009-09-13T17:54:00.001+10:00

what a lovely day it has been
but i wish i talked to my favourite person more :(

bob the builder

2009-09-13T14:24:00.002+10:00

it's funny when you like someone and everything they do or say becomes magnified in your mind.
simple things that would not mean anything if any other person said it becomes imprinted in your mind. i guess that's just the cycle of 'love'

what utter bullshit.

can't stop this feeling

2009-09-13T02:45:00.001+10:00

it's almost three and i just settled down from coming home from work.
it was a stressful night !!!
glad its over.

x h

quote of the day: can't live with them, can't live without them.

two is better than one

2009-09-12T12:28:00.001+10:00

tutor + work .
mobile meeee if need bee
otherwise have a wonderful saturday.

much love .
hiuy

2008

2009-09-12T11:05:00.001+10:00

1. What did you do in 2008 that you’d never done before?
Many things. Moved schools. Got a boyfriend. Dumped a boyfriend. I have pet fish. I got a Wii
AND I GOT A JOB :D

2. Did you keep your new years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I didn't have any for this year hahah.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Ahh not really. Just my ortho :P

4. Did anyone close to you die?
My fish :(

5. What countries did you visit?
None. t

6. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?
Well, I didn't have any nyr for 2008.

7. What date from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
None really.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Getting A for maths FINALLYYYYYYY !! After a whole damn year.

9. What was your biggest failure?
Hmm I have many..

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Uhhh.. just a knee injury, no biggie

11. What was the best thing you bought?
I buy a lot of things. XD & I love all of them

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
My new friends . Each & every one of you at Sefton.

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
Oohhhhhhh. Let's not answer this.

14. Where did most of your money go?
Food,Bags,Magazines,Stationery

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Hmm so many things. Meeting new people especially :D

16. What song will always remind you of 2008?
Forever Young by Youth Group or A Year Ago Today by Delta Goodrem

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. Happier or Sadder?: Happier cos new people and experiences. Sadder cos I miss my old friends :(
ii. Thinner or Fatter than last year?: Neither . I grew taller and wider at the same rate.
iii. Richer or Poorer?: RICHERRRR

18. What do you wish you’d done more of?
SINGING WITH FRIENDS

19. What do you wish you’d done less of?
Bitching. Spending money on magazines.

20. How did you spend Christmas?
Camping in the backyard in a 6 person tent with my cousins :D

Where'd 21 go?

22. Did you fall in love in 2008?
It's a possibility.

23. How many one-night stands?
Hmmm.....Let me think...

24. What was your favorite TV program?
I have many but my fav movies were CAMP ROCK YEH MAN

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
LOLLLLL Well that's a tough question to answer. NEXT.

26. What was the best book you read?
No books in particular but discovered the author Jodi Picoult & she's awesome.

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
That I have a voice and perform in front of hundreds of strangers ?
OH AND I STARTED LEARNING THE GUITAR :D

28. What did you want and get?
Ipod :D Thanks guys .

29. What did you want and not get?
NDS Lite

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
CAMP ROCK , PICTURE THIS , HSM3

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I'm 15 now and I went to school BUT I GOT THE MADDEST PREZZIES ! And it was on my fav day , Tuesday :D

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
If i got into SRC or less hatred.

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008?
It changed .

34. What kept you sane?
MY AWESOME FRIENDS , especially french crew. love you girls

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
At the moment ? JOE JONAS AND ROBBIE AMELL YEHHHHH

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
Huh... new president for US 09 ?

37. Who did you miss?
My balmain buddies :(

boys like girls.

2009-09-12T09:29:00.001+10:00

Brown eyes and lungs are filled up with smoke
Fast lives are stuck in the undertow
But you know the places I wanna go
Cause oh oh oh
I've got a sickness, you've got the cure
You've got the spark I've been lookin' for
And I've got a plan, we walk out the door

You know you wanna
Just let go
It's time to roll down the windows
Sing it oh oh
Yeah all we need so here we go

Turn it up
It's five minutes to midnight
You're coming home with me tonight
I can't get enough
Shakin' me up
Turn it up
Alright, at five minutes to midnight
You see our name in city lights
We'll make the clock stop
Make your heart drop and come alive

We could
Pack up and leave all our things behind
No fact or fiction or storyline
Cause I need you more than just for tonight
You're oh oh all I care
I can't stop my breathing in
I'm weak and you were my medicine
I won't stop till I am under your skin

And when the clock strikes twelve
Will you find another boy to go and kiss and tell?
Cause you know I never will
I think we should strike a match
We'll hold it to the wind to and see how long it lasts
We can make the time stand still

love drunk

2009-09-11T22:53:00.003+10:00

it's very cold tonight.
very very cold.

i'm done with homework for tonight !
tutor tomorrow and hardcore @ work !
sunday relaxing day.!
it's going to be hot so i might go out for a bit.
any takers?

quote of the day: it's time to stop before you fall in head over heels.

wishful thinking.

2009-09-11T19:53:00.002+10:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vzSRVgF501M

trippy shit bro. hahaha.

btw do you like my new layout?
i got rid of the cbox cos no one comments on that really anymore
so just comment on my latest blog to leave a message :D

demented compliments.

2009-09-11T17:05:00.002+10:00

this week has been an interesting week.
made friends with two awesome people !
you know who you are :)

i think the world has come down to ...
nothing really x)

i love you
you love me
thats just the way it is.

have an awesome weekend.
good luck tonight to the boys in the semi's !!

cos you're worth it.

2009-09-09T16:45:00.001+10:00

first impressions :)
the hills <3
basketball :D
french assessment :(

thoughts carry me away

2009-09-02T20:47:00.001+10:00

i feel that sometimes music is just the way to go.
when you're having a shit day just sing to anything all day long.
even if it makes you think
sometimes thinking is good.
even if its about the bad things you've been through.
the best thoughts are.

" wow you're such an idiot, why did you do that for"

Nostalgia

2009-09-01T21:55:00.003+10:00

I have come to terms it is now Week 6.
Week 6 has come and almost gone.
Then week 7
then week 8
then week 9
then exam week and farewell to my year 12 friendlings.
i feel as though i can't enjoy that last week with them because of our exams.
im extremely gutted.
i will miss them muchlys.

i cannot believe it was over halfway through term 3.
by far this is the fastest term .
looking towards november is the keeps me going.
after the SC.
i am not stressed for that.
i am stressed for the trials.
i hope i get a lotof work done soon.

:)

i miss the freedom we had.
i miss balmain
i miss primary
i miss everything but right now.

taylor swift

2009-08-24T15:35:00.001+10:00

NEWSPAPER MAN

2009-08-20T23:58:00.001+10:00

UTS IS THE BEST

it's not always about me.

2009-08-12T17:06:00.001+10:00

i need you like you need
baby i know
_____________________

omg they got maths back !!
:( i wonder wht i gottt!!
ms ross gave me this crime fiction thign !!
tis mad :)

anwayys i have to do a lot of hw.
ill go shwoer then start.
hopefully xDDD

cos they come and go.

2009-08-11T17:19:00.002+10:00

in life we meet annoying people
we meet people we don't like.
i happen to meet a lot of those people.
i know it is part of human nature.
i apologise for the fact some people are not gutsy enough to admit their bad traits.
so what nobody is perfect.
but i don't apologise for that fact that i am opionated
and without their bad traits and good traits.
they would not be unique.
they would not be normal.

and that is just who i am.
i won't be leaving.
so you're just going to have to deal with me for the next two and a half years.

do me a favour, tell me what you think about me

2009-08-05T22:28:00.001+10:00

i made into euro a team yay !!
thats a whole weight lifted off myshoulders
i wa slike D:
the team is mainly made up of the ko team ithink
anwyays its heaps fun cant wait to start !!! :D

geo was easy mann !! good thing i didnt stress too much
AND TWO BOOKS FOR EXTENDED SO HAPPYYY cos im almost finished
i need to finish it for tutor man . iwll read tomrrow !!!!! :D
im half way ahhaha

leave me alone

2009-08-03T23:34:00.000+10:00

i get now i really do.

here we go again

2009-08-03T23:29:00.003+10:00

I throw all of your stuff away
Then I clear you out of my head
I tear you out of my heart
And ignore all your messages
I tell everyone that we are through
Cause I'm so much better without you
But it's just another pretty lie
Cause I break down
Every time you come around
(Uh Oh Uh Oh)

So how did you get here under my skin
Swore that I'd never let you back in
Should've known better
Then trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together
You think that by now I'd know
Cause here we go go go again

You never know what you want
And you never say what you mean
But I start to go insane
Every time that you look at me
You only hear half of what I say
And you're always showing up too late
And I know that I should say goodbye
But it's no use
Can't Be With Or Without You
(Uh Oh Uh Oh)

So how did you get here under my skin
Swore that I'd never let you back in
Should've known better
Then trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together
You think that by now I'd know
Cause here we go go go again

And again and again and again
I threw all of your stuff away
And then I cleared you out of my head
And I tore you out of my heart
(Uh Oh Uh Oh)
(Uh Oh Uh Oh)

So how did you get here under my skin
Swore that I'd never let you back in
Should have known better
Then trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together
You think that by now I'd know
Cause here we go go

Here we go again
Here we go again
Should've known better
Then trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again
Again and again and again and again
Again and again and again and again

my heart can't beat any faster

2009-08-03T23:01:00.001+10:00

these tears can't come down any harder.

if you were the one

2009-08-01T12:20:00.001+10:00

i forgot what time i had tutor so i had to call kenny LOL .
my bad.
1pm :)
i am currently working on geo and damn the questions are hard towards the end
im up to 7 so i'll do that when i get home tonight
i have work tonight so yes goodbye wolrd once again
and im working sunday.
i shouldnt be working so much since geo is on wednesday
but i have to make some sacrifices cos elif always does the same for me !
since her mum is going to turkey for 3 months so she has to say goodbye D:
anwyays yes time to get readyyyyyyyy

BTW NEW YOUTUBE VIDEO

PLEASE CLICK ON IT AND RATE SUB COMMENT THANK YOU I LOVE YOU ALL =DD

license to love.

2009-07-29T22:50:00.002+10:00

subjects selections are done
i came 33rd in english. 12/20 for macbeth ?
like what the sugar ?LOLL hahah
thats pretty good considering iusualy get like 10 for these out of 20.
my throat is till hurting!!
texted ben for liek half the day of school . tsktskks bad bad !! screw you ben haha jokesss
then saw him after school. wanted me to go cheso but then i was like hm yeh nah xD
i watched tv. worlds stricest parents is soo good
makes me cry every single time !!!

anyways do you like my new 'headspace' corner ?
cos i do :D

complicated.

2009-07-28T18:26:00.001+10:00

well school has started.
ohmygodddddddddd D:
yearlys at the end aiyah
i am soooo headachyyyyyyyyyy!!
and sore throatyyyyyyy !!
well i couldn't even celebrate seeing my friendlings again.!
going to kennys house later,
CUPCAKES TIMEEE
i have maths hw . again.
yes i always have maths homework thien :)

the voicemails, photos and text messages.

2009-07-22T21:48:00.002+10:00

i finished the song :):)
anwaysy today i just read
i finished agatha christies and then there were none
it was really good !
very different to teen crimes haha.
i also did research on the genre im doing.
i actually get it a lot a more now so it was a good idea to do that
i also updated my chords folder ! finally.
13 pages ahaha
i need to do some exercise. maybe ills hoot some hoops tomrrow ?
but i need to finsih tutor hw and sport stduies stuff.

you are not alone

2009-07-21T17:56:00.002+10:00

OMGGG TODAY WAS SO GOOODD.
well first went cecools always nice seeing everyone :)
we took lotsa pics and ate .
i went jb and got ones by mj for mum and hm soundtrack for me.
i only spent like 20 bucks today. but im confused. cos i brought 120 ..
and the cds cost 30 ...
and i have 100 left.
dot dot dot..LOL
anywys yes
then i went to dolly.
oh my goddd freebies <3
got all this make up stuff
AND FREE PRO ACTIVE ! D:
i bought this veronicas bag it was soo coool hhahaa.
anyways
im hungry now :)

on the line

2009-07-20T17:29:00.002+10:00

with me, what you see isn't what you get.
i'm a complicated person.
i am a high maintenance person.
i am always doing two things at once.
sometimes maybe even three.

only my closests CLOSESTS friends know me.
they have seen me at my very lowest.
and they have seen my at my very highest.
they know when i'm unhappy, even if i'm not showing it.
they can feel it themselves.

they know when there's someone new on the scene.
they know how i really feel about them.
so again , i'm a very complicated person.
don't try to figure me out cos you'll just get tangled in a web.

too fast too soon

2009-07-20T17:28:00.000+10:00

im tireddddddddddddd

do you ever have that dream where you're walking naked down the street

2009-07-19T22:19:00.000+10:00

who has that dream they said . LOL ! good times . <3>

anwyays i am sooo excited tomrrow !!!
going to jamils and benwahs 17th and 18th
CANT WAIT TO SEE EVERYONE <3

outta here.

2009-07-18T11:17:00.001+10:00

well mummy is sick again .
6 this time..
and as usual she is blaming us for stuff.
short temper.
and some things she says she thinks we don't care..

the voicemails, photos and text messages.

2009-07-16T23:27:00.003+10:00

there are so many things,
you wished you said and did.
there are so many words,
that were left behind and unsaid.
you can't deal with the fact that it's too late.
& now i'm trying to deal with the fact that you still love me.

the messages i keep.
the diary entries i read.
the blogs that i can't delete.
and your voice that i can't erase.
but you see now because of you baby,
i gotta try put that all in the past.

i just need you to leave me alone
i need you to let it all go
there's no going back cos you said it yourself.
honey we've gone too far.
you admitted you hurt me too much
i admitted that i couldn't bear to lose your touch but baby,

the messages i keep.
the diary entries i read.
the blogs that i can't delete.
and your voice that i can't erase.
but you see now because of you baby,
i gotta try put that all in the past.

now i've give you too many chances..
i've given you too many paths.
you took one and i went the other way
so let's face it baby we're done.

the messages i no longer keep.
the diary entries i ripped apart,
the blogs that i can finally delete.
and your voice that i completely erased
so you see because of you baby,
i've only gotten stronger because of you.
and i've only moved on because of you.